After his mission he lost faith on everything for some reasons. My relationship is the same way. Have lots of sex. Leave her so you can both find people that youre more suited for. Her attempts to convert you will get stronger and stronger, if you make it clear to her that you will not under any circumstances convert, she'll bounce. Initially I thought he would join the church and life would get back on the only track I knew. Only idiots are unfriendly to non-Mormon spouses.



This means holding hands while walking around, or even kissing. It is much easier for the Holy Ghost to influence good people. Hi I am married to a doctor and I am alone most of the time. Certainly not my husband. Let's talk about kids. I'd suggest taking issue with things that specifically bug you the most. Religious affiliation is not the only criteria when selecting a spouse. Much more, since I am having a hard time to conceive, all adds up to my frustrations.
He does not place the marriage above it. I was in your same position years ago. Just an idea, I have no idea what would actually work for her. No hard feelings, is not his fault, I said yes when he proposed based on the life wee had at that time, my fault for not doing some re search and find out how is really when you are a register or in the training programme. This happened to me, and it took me forever to get out of the cult. And there is NO taking them off to wear a sleeveless shirt, cute sun dress or regular, girl-length shorts in the summer. I have believed in for better for worse but I cant do it any longer.
But there will still be a lag of several days where I feel like I'm checking my phone constantly waiting to hear from him. So I understand how it's easy to believe nonsense when you're brainwashed from birth, and how it can be comforting to believe your life is somehow very important in the grand scale of the universe, and how you don't have to be afraid of death because you'll go on to a better place where you'll live happily ever after for eternity. You've all been so helpful. Actually, Mormon families are shrinking, just like those outside the Church, but they will always be larger than families outside Mormondom.